So close yet so far

Im... really sorry guys. I dont mean to neglect this place. ......Again.
I dont really have an update. I just wanted to wish you guys happy holidays and such! Especially

and friends! I love you girl! Im so sorry we've havent's been able to connect as much as we used to ;3; I blame myself mostley partly lol
Im just going through a really rough time in my life right now
like...rediculous bs left and right... 
So getting art done and getting online is particularly tough lately.
I dont really like to include others in my bs so i wont get into it here~
So just know that Im trying to pull through for my family
or lack there of and my friends whom i love more than anything!
Keep us in your prayers

Hopefully next year will ACTUALLY have "Christmas Spirit"...
And all I want for Christmas is togetherness. And to be happy again. That sounds nice too X3
Don't ever take your family for granted. I know everyone always says cliche stuff like that but it's true. You never know when they wont be there.
Happy Holidays guys

I dont know when ill be back but it'll hopefully be soon